Do you think he hates me now?

ive been seeing somebody on and off for two years,he thinks its acceptable to ignore me when he feels like it,hel go a week without speaking and then say he didnt,that i was ignoring him.We have been gettin on fine and then all of a sudden hes not replying,Its like he goes in moods with himself,he does take steroids which affect hes personality.Anyway last night i just snapped i sent him a text saying"im not having this anymore its gone for years ,im nobodys tenth choice when theres nobody else available thankyou,its ped the point of being a pathetic situation etc etc.and he wasnt man enough to reply.do you think hes in a mood now and do you think i shocked him with my text,Shall i say sorry to him and say i miss him,i dont know what else to do help?